Dream sky...

what is dream?

the dream is dream...

what is sky?

the sky is sky...

dream is freedom.

sky is blue color

but...

what color of dream?

what feel of sky?

i just know...

my dream is blue color...

my sky is freedom...

i feel i freedom in my blue color sky to made my dream...

so,

tis is my dream sky...

黑仔...我好想念你哦!!!

黑仔...我的好狗狗，我好想念你哦!!!

好突然...一切都来得好突然哦...

我还没准备好...

你就这样消失了，不见了...

你从我的身边离开了...

留下的只有回忆...

回忆你的一切...

虽然我们相处的时间并不是很久...

但却有很多开心的回忆...

你很贪吃，贪玩，贪睡，还很喜欢和白仔打架呢!

晚上也很爱吵闹...吵着要出来玩...

可是你就是那么可爱...

讨人喜欢...

现在你不在了，只剩白仔一个了...

没人陪他玩，陪他睡，陪他打架，陪他抢饭吃...

他也好想你哦...

你是他的好哥哥..

我的好狗狗..

我可爱的狗狗...

我们会永远想念你的...

黑仔...

你到天堂了吗...

有很多天使围着你吧!!

n3w lif3 in my lif3...

new place...

new home...

new bedroom...

new neighbor...

new travel...

new life...

new myself...

miss u...childhood's place...

and

my childhood bestfriend...

thx u...give me more memory...

u all...

my sweet & happiness memory...

tis is forever...

will not change...

and

cannot change anything...

also cannot change by me.

HaPpY bIrThDaY...to myself!!><

Happy birthday~Happy birthday~

today is my birthday...i will grow up!!!

happy~19 years old lo!!!

old...i think not la!!is grow up~

hahahaha~^^

but~i think i did not happy in my 19 years old birthday!!

is sad birthday...tis is only myself think only!!

nevermind~

i also want HAPPY BIRTHDAY FOR MYSELF!!!

wanxin~happy birthday yo!!

u want to happy& happiness always!!!^^

我真的累了....

为什么人生都要这样过...忙忙碌碌...有多少人可以过自己想要的生活...

很多人都说：可以的~只要自己肯努力，什么都一定行！！

但又有多少人可以做到这样呢？？

我不喜欢这种生活...甚至是讨厌...

好像都在压迫自己过这样的生活......

也可以说我是在压迫自己吧!!!

还是...我真正讨厌的是我自己!!!

我讨厌自己的懒惰,无厘头，不果断，霸道，不用心，不努力，没目标......

讨厌讨厌讨厌讨厌这些..........

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......

...

我想努力过自己的生活...可以吗?

我是否真的正在努力着呢?

而我的目标又是什么?

问谁呢??

有谁可以给我答案?

我想...

只有自己心里才会有答案....

"坏仔m@n~m@n~好好吃哟!!!"

2day want to eat...3m3m...what can eating la??

dun no le!!==...waiting my dear lo~

ask him want to eat what!!!

ahha~坏仔also want to eat...

yo~dear dear come lo!!

but...also dun no want to eat what??

aiyoweiya~

emememem~go to Axtivo lo!!

坏仔say YEAH!!eating eating..i like eat!!

Then...go to there also dun no want to eat what??

consider~i think over eat!!

坏仔think...u look his face....

.

and drink water...

i know i want eat what la!!!坏仔say...

his see me yo!!

haha~so i call the waiter coming order!!

eat tis..eat tis..eat tis want...and many many food!!

wakaka~eating is happy~^^

order finish la...now waiting food lo!!!

坏仔waiting ING..............

waiting time...his look outside think something o...

haha~ice lemon tea&mango ice blended...coming lo!!!

YEAH~YEAH~YEAH~i want drink la!!!

wowowowo~drinking tis first or tis le??

em~em~

tis two i want to drink~haha~

pasta coming lo!!i also want eat~eat~eat~eating ING~

but...has many food ne!!

不管啦~吃先啦!!!坏仔吃咯~

看我吃吧~你们~~\(≧▽≦)/~啦啦啦!

continue see.....

eat finish lo!!!good~good~good~

u see me~~nice food!!

finger~also say good le...^^

full..full..

我好饱哦!!咕~~(╯﹏╰)~打嗝了!

mummy give me drink mango ice blended o...

nicely~good~嘻嘻~

daddy&mummy eat finish lo!!

so, we want go home lo~

2day i so happy...m@nm@n is nice thing!!

i like eating...wakaka~^^

back hom3 lo!!

88..byebye..

muackz~~

\(≧▽≦)/~啦啦啦！

u know F4?but u dun no we..flower 4!!h@h@~

u know who is F4??
handsome guys...and many girl crazy of them!!
Meteor Garden...taiwan..japan..korea's F4??

wa~so handsome guys!i like them~^^
no~no~no~wrong answer!!

no tis want la!!

u know F4..
but i know u dun know who is Flower 4!!
they are...
tis four person la!!wakaka~~

cannot see a??tis pic no clear??

okok!!let we see the clear tis four person!!

wawawa~tis is flower four!!cheh~cheh~cheh~i dun want la!!

tis all person is so funny face o!!

let me intro tis all person for u know...

first person is Ah Hua..hofan!
second person is Er Hua..yehuay!

third person is me lo..Xiao Hua..

last one is we leader...Lao Hua..jiawen!

crazy boy and crazy girl...flower 4!!yoho~

tis is me xiao hua and yehuay miss er hua...nice yo!!
Miss er hua is a beauty yo!!and i am crazy xiao hua...

and then..tis is our crazy hofan...Miss ah hua!!
she also is a beauty and crazy girl!!

then..then..then..

where the lao hua face le!!u want to see him pic??

really want to see??

really??

of course??

are u sure??

really sure??

comfirm??

okok....

u waiting...moment...

wait a...

......................

i search...

...............................

emem....

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i dun want give u see!!

wakaka~i scary i take him pic inside here..

him may be beat me yo!!

sorry o!!

but i give u see another pic la!!is beauty pic...

u see...

wahaha~u like tis ba!!

tis is our three flower girl pic...wawawa!!

so crazy~wakaka!!flower friend forever~

kiki~blur!muackz~muackz~>U<

B0ring day..study w33k!!gambateh ne~^^

today at school's library study...
bcs 2moro want to exam lo!!scary...

study is boring, tired, and hungry..

at the outside, sky and field very beautiful...

i like sky..blue sky..freedom..can flying...

but, i must stay here study at 4p.m....hate la!!

in this small desk study my subject...i want freedom!!!!><

dun want tis la!!!book~book~book~daily study book!!

bookworm girl likes tis lo!!likes me sad and boring..as study book!!

see me face..i think u know...

tis face ok la!!

waiting moment~i will become a crazy girl rather than bookworm girl!!

so, i will go to the mental hospital lo!!wakaka~

but the crazy girl pic...no in here la!!haha~

afternoon lo...the sky already changes lo!!

sky is dark,wind is big,rain is water...

it want to rainy...rain is come down...

tis rain until 4p.m, finally stop le!!

and my boyboy also come to feed me back home la!!

One day ago...happy~happy~happy~
88 everyone~^^

aghast day...sc@re!sc@re!sc@re!

Waiting exam result...is very painful!!!

Mistake...mistake...mistake...mistake exam result time is today!!!hahaha~

So stupid o~me!!But i wish my exam result can pass!!!When tomorrow...

wo~wo~wo~start to study lo!!!

New semester want opening lo!!!wakaka~

But my holiday want closing la!!!wu~wu~wu~

My holiday...byebye!!!In holiday,i does not go where !!!so bored~so boring~

Boring holiday in my life......ah~ah~ah~i hate this holiday!!!I want go to beach,Genting Highlands,Redang Island,Tioman Island and more more more la!!!!!!!!

This is 2009 second semester,also is my new life.This semester is long semester,want to study 4 month.So i feeling i will tired on this April semester,because i want to very very try hard to do my homework,project and study exam about with all this semeater subject.

This semester i want to try hard study and pass all subject!!!

Promise~i promise~i want all pass!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"JUST DO IT~MYSELF!!!"by Xin^^

Is happy or sad...

Publicize exam results already near by me,at tomorrow...

Wawawa~how i can do??waiting,scare,cry,happy...

I hope the results fast to let me know,i also hope the results is good,can let me pass this semester.

But,now,i must waiting...wait tomorrow coming soon.

These day,i live on scare and cry in the face of my exam results.

I cannot do anything,none but worry and afraid.

Pls..let me pass!!!my exam...and pass the GPA 2.0!!!

PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!TEACHER AND SCHOOL!!!!!!!

i cry,because i scare..i scare,so i cry..

Final exam past already...I should be happy!Because now already holiday lo!!

Now i should be smile to say:"ha~ha~ha~happy holiday lo!!"

I think i can enjoy my holiday!!Happy+Enjoy+Comfortable in my holiday!!!

But i cannot like this ..i unhappy.. because my exam...

I am unhappy now!! I scare...very scare!!scare my exam fail~

My marketing exam~I no confidence i can do it!!But i hope i can pass~

I hope my teacher can give me chance pass.please~please~please~who can help me!!

I know myself can help me only.Nobody can help me..myself only..

So, i must try hard to do my homework,project,exam and other...but i no do anything!!

Believe..i believe i can do it,so long as i try hard to do...

I scare,i cry,i no confidence...all these are no reasons!! Is my pretext..

I do not like myself..because i very acedia!!

Once again,i cheat myself i can do,i must try hard to do study work.However,i say only i no try hard to do..I let my parents despair..also let myself sad and scare...

don't again..don't again...i don't again!!!

I do not like everyday like this...i hate,i scare,i cry,i sad,i unhappy!!

Who can help me??I know myself only...

So,i promise..last time promise..no next time again...

I must try hard study..exam..project.. and everything!!

Good results be my school work~

I no request i can take A++,but i must be request myself pass my all exam!!

Whereas i think i can try to take B++ la!!Don't retake again..i promise!

God..pls give me chance,this time exam give me pass!!OK..right!

Guai..u must do it!!Because"Just do it yourself"by Xin

"U can do it.. believe yourself!!"

"Yes! I can do it..believe myself!!"

CheeR~cHeeR~chEeR~^Q^